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Thursday, November 24th, 2005
11:46 pm
WOW so i definetly havent updated this thing in like 3 monthes, it seems like it has bee so much longer though. Hmmmmm i really dont even know what to say, i guess ! ! ! ! IM BACK! ! ! ! !. Yeah ill bet alot of people missed me (not), but yeah Thanksgiving was "MONDO COOL :)", i dont know if youve ever heard that term but it pretty much means super, and yes my thankgiving was super cool, hopefully everyone elses was too!! OK NOW IS THE POINT WERE IM JUST GOING TO START BABBLING ON AND ON ABOUT EVRYTHING SO IF YOU DONT CARE TO READ A BUNCH OF BABBBLE JUST STOP NOW !///////////Ok so I went golfing today w/ my dad and sum guys, and i beat my dad on the front nine i shot a 39 bithces, but i sucked on the back nine, and this guy we were playing w/ kept telling me how beautiful my swimg was, it was a lil stange. (no not like that you sick perverts this guy is one of the funniest guys ive ever met), anyway so i went home and then just kinda sat around and talked to people. then we ate diner and it was amazing, i guess you could say that my my mom likes to go all out for holidays, theres gunna be leftovers for like a month, thats the only thing im not looking forward to. Then after i got done eating i called lindsay and talked for like two hours :) (Bye Bye my cell phone minutes, it was nice knowing you). but yeah and then i just chilled w/ the family for alittle bit, and i plan on sleeping like a bear tonight. !!Harry Potter tommorow w/ Lindsay!!! YAY

current mood: full
current music: Any Given Moment~~ Here's to you
- 3 - Charlie Confused?
Tuesday, September 13th, 2005
6:18 pm
Dont you just love it when no one comments on your updates?

current mood: annoyed
current music: The Awkward Silence// Our Last Ride
- 14 - Charlie Confused?
Sunday, September 11th, 2005
8:51 pm
This weekend was pretty awsome!!
Saturday. Woke up at 5:30 to go to the race. Are girls and our guys both won first place. I got 24th place out of something like 150 guys( give or take). I also P.R.'d by 30 sec's, ran an 18:32 5k. The race was realy fun, except for the 3 hour bus ride there and 3 hrs back. Then i came home and went to the driving range with my friend Pedram, and found out this funny story about him, KC knows what im talking about. Then Sunday i woke up at 900 to go running, i ran from my house to the school and back to my house again, it was a good run. I haven't played an actual game of golf in like a month, i wanna play so bad, i just don't have the time. Anyway so tonight i went to church and for the first time ever i actually liked it. I met a bunch of cool people that i never new before and im pretty excited to go to church next weekend. I wonder if i had homework for school. Oh yeah there are pictures on my myspace of the race if anyone cares. I cant figure out how to put pictures on my LJ.

http://www.myspace.com/ucantstopthis

current mood: good
current music: Awkward Silence
- 1 - Charlie Confused?
Thursday, September 8th, 2005
10:05 pm
So tommorow at school i get to be all dressed up for the varsity race this weekend. It's gonna be so cool

current mood: surprised
current music: patriots playin football
- 6 - Charlie Confused?
Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
5:45 pm
So today was very interesting, it started of really bad because i got in afight with KC which always sucks, but i cleared that up by the end of the day ( im still a little pissed though).School, i get so bored in school, i guess im just a boring person though, cuz they say that only boring people get bored. But i did learn a very important lesson today at cross country. I learned that girl shorts are ment for girls to wear not guys. See, today i forgot my running shorts and coach hudson was to lazy to go out to his trailer to get me pair of jv race shorts to wear, so i was going to wear my baagy shorts i wore to school to run in , I asked every person on the team if they had an extra pair of shorts, and noone did but Kat Richards came to my rescue. She had a pair of i guess they were like cheerleading shorts( the same kind of thing). But i found out that girl shorts are , well, very tight in the crotch area( not to mention really short), so basically my nuts were popping out of the shorts and there was nothing i could do about it. I couldn't even do the stretches before the run cuz i was afraid something bad would happen. So that was really embarasing and i think it taught me never to leave my shorts at home. There are two new kids on the cross country team. There from louisiana so there house is under water, which really sucks, but there sophmores and they seem really cool. Acording to what they say they run like 17:30 for a 5k but i guess louisiana is really flat because they're really bad at running up hills. By the way in case anybody noticed im on the top 10 list for CC outside the Gym on the wall. #7 oh yeah!!!.

current mood: drained
current music: Born in the USA
- 7 - Charlie Confused?
Tuesday, September 6th, 2005
6:24 pm
Wow my first survey

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
my answers )
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Saturday, August 27th, 2005
2:43 pm
So i had to wake up today at 5:15 today to go to the " Walton Stage Races" were i did pretty good. I ran an 11:20 for two miles and got second place for my stage, top five got a trophy so i was pretty excited. But now im 9th on the team and the top 10 get to go to North Carolina next week, that should be fun. Then the team went out to eat and that was cool. It cost me $9 to eat at Zaxby's, and it wasn't even that good. We got dropped of at the school and my parents werent gonna pick me up for like an hour, so i went and watched the volleyball tournament were i saw KC, that was pertty neato. The volleyball games were so intense i loved it. Tommorow im going golfing with Tim McKay's mom and my mom, they took lessons together over the summer, so this is gonna be there first time ever playing real golf, it should be funny. Hope everyone is having an amazing weekend.

current mood: accomplished
current music: Dashboard
- 6 - Charlie Confused?
Saturday, August 20th, 2005
6:50 pm
Friday school was boring as usual, but in wieghttraining we did a timed mile and the closest person to me was 2 minutes slower, that was pretty cool. I also had no homework( i love cp). Then after school we had to go to George pierce park for CC were everyone that went had to ran 9 miles( it was really hard and HOT!). Then i went to my first football game, it was awsome. I got introduced to so many new people it was so amazing. I didn't go to the games last year cuz i thought i wouldn't know anyone, guess i was wrong. After the game i came home collapsed on my bed and fell asleep in my clothes on and with my contacts in( I love waking up with my contacts stuck to eyes). So then i woke up at like 8 and went to go move some stuff into my sisters dorm at KSU. Her dorm is really nice I really hope i get a dorm that nice when i go to college. I feel like im getting sick, hopefully it just passes over cuz i can't afford to be sick.

Life is Amazing

current mood: happy
current music: Hawthorne Hieghts
- 5 - Charlie Confused?
Monday, August 15th, 2005
7:21 pm
School, school, school
it started of terrible but as the week went on it got better, and now it's amazing. All the hype has worn down, i know where all my clases are by heart and who im gonna see in the hall, im losing some old friends and gaining some new ones, both my sisters are gone:(, all problems are solved, i don't have hard fellings toward anyone, my clases are easy( except spanish2 and Alg2 cuz my teachers suck), im getting better at golf every weekend( even though kirstie thinks i suck), running at least 7 miles everyday after school just seems so natural now, alot more people say "hi" to me in the halls than last year, and thoughts of a new girl are swimming through my head. !!Life is good!!

For anyone who cares Coach. Brim all of the sudden is a Cross Country coach???

I really want to know how everyone elses life is going .No im serios, i really want to know how everyone is doing if you read this, tell me. Pleaze

current mood: happy
current music: Ying yang twins(don't laugh)
- 9 - Charlie Confused?
Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
7:35 pm
I was sitting in my room listening to music at 2am lastnight trying to get myself to fall asleep when this song came on and it felt like the song was made for me, just the first half of the song completely sums up the way i feel. How could something you love so much hurt you so bad


Days swiftly come and go.
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone.
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall.

Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
I'll find someone new

Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again.

Kasey you don't need to say that your sorry you've already said it enough, i believe you, but i still haven't forgiven you yet

current mood: lonely, depressed, sad
current music: none
- 1 - Charlie Confused?
Saturday, August 6th, 2005
10:59 am
I just got back from the McCormick and it was pretty cool. I got 24th place over all, and 10th place for cc kids. So i made top 10, that was my goal.I ended up running a 19:09, which is like 20 sec slower than my fastest time last year, so i need to get alot better. Im definetly not ready for school to start

current mood: energetic
- 1 - Charlie Confused?
Thursday, August 4th, 2005
8:36 pm
So i just got back from a golf tournament with my dad and we got 2nd place out of 14 teams, won $160, thats not to shabby. It doesn't matter that we won the money though because i won't get any of it. Like in college golf if they ever somehow find out that you excepted money as a prize as an amatuer they wont let you play. But even cooler was that before we played in the tournament me and my dad played 9 holes to warm-up and we both shot 39, ive never really come close to beating him before, so it was pretty exciting. I borrowed my sisters Fallout Boy cd before i went to the tournament and listened to that to get me in a good mood, thats my new fovorite cd. All the old guys at the golf course freak out when they see me play, i love it

current mood: hungry
current music: Fallout Boy // Dance Dance
- 1 - Charlie Confused?
Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
8:53 pm
Right now im so anxious, because tommarow morning im gonna be in a golf tournament with my dad. We have a really good shot at winning, we'll get like 200 bucks if we win, so it's not a big tournament, but it's still my first tournament that i've ever played with my dad, i hope i don't choke.
I think life might be passing me bye or at least this summer is. Ive spent too much of this summer by myself. I really enjoy the time that i spend with friends, it just seems like i dont spend any time with friends. I need to spend time with some people before school starts.

Wish me luck!

current mood: anxious
current music: Jump Little Children
Confused?
Tuesday, August 2nd, 2005
5:10 pm
I hate running. I think everyone that i know thinks that i love to run. So if thats what your thinking your dead wrong, i guess i only run because it keeps me in good shape, seriosly if i didn't run every day after school i would propbobaly just come home and go to sleep, and i like the people on the team. Besides those two reasons i really don't like to run. The only two people on the team that i think like to run are Nathen Frasier and Jackie Drouin, cuz there both #1 in state. The friday is gonna be so cool, i've been looking forward to it all summer. This friday is the day that we throw the freshman in the lake at cc, i can't wait. It'll be bitter sweet though because the McCormick is saturday morn. so i'll be really nervous about that. Now swimming on the other hand i like, i guess the reason i like swimming more than cc is because there is always breaks in swimming. Heres how my day went I woke up early and went up to my neighbor pedrams house and worked out, then i went out side and shot a kid in the face with an airsoft gun and ran away, then pedrams mom grilled us steak for lunch, then i went up to the pool for 2 hours to tan and burned my face, then i played poker with 6 kids and got 2nd, then i came home and am typing this, and in the future i will be getting picked up for cross country, and running for like an hour in the sun( im really hoping that it rains, or at least get cloudy, cuz it's really hot out), then we'll be going to Sonic to get power slushes. I called KC yesterday and a miracle happened , she picked up the phone for the first time in two weeks. I was really happy to talk to her. Ok my ride is really early to pick me up for cc so i gotta go.

current mood: rushed
- 4 - Charlie Confused?
Thursday, July 28th, 2005
1:31 pm
So today my dad took a day of off work and we woke up real early to go golfing i shot an 83 ( like anyone cares), but thats my new best score ever. Supposedly if a girl can shoot 80 then they'll have a college scholarship, to bad im not a girl, kidding. Anyway walking in the hot sun for 4 hours up and down hills with a 30 lb. bag on your back, when it's like 100 degrees out kinda sucks, but it was fun. Im starting to worry about the Dennis McCormick roadrace since it's the time trial for CC, im thinking too much about who im gonna beat, whos gonna beat me, and making sure that no freshman are close to me( except for this one crazy freshman whos like 6'3' and plays soccer, he's so fast), but anyway i think everyone on the team starts to freak out before a race, i hope it's not just me. Kasey im sorry that I kept calling you i really didn't know that you were that busy, i thought you just didn't want to talk to me, I'm glad that's not the case though. Seriosly if i knew you were really buisy i wouldn't have called you like 1000 times. So everything is cool between you and me, right? Im still not ready for school, but i think my body knows schools gonna start soon, cuz lately i've been falling asleep at like 2am and having to wake up at 7am and feeling fine and having plenty of energy, i suppose my bodies just preparing to be deprived of sleep for another 9 months. Pretty soon my house will be empty, because both my sisters will be away at college. Im sure i'll enjoy having the house to myself, the peace and quiet, having a bathroom not full of everything a girl could ever need and then some, alot less arguements, and plenty of other things. I'll probobaly only enjoy that for a week or two and then i'll realize that being alone sucks. I mean who's gonna take me out to eat because they don't wont to eat alone, who's gonna buy me candy at walmart for coming with them, because there afraid to go in walmart at night, who's gonna fix the computer everytime my mom breaks it, who's gonna fight with my mom, whos gonna drive me to school cuz i missed the bus, whos gonna get yelled at by our nieghbors, who's gonna buy cd's and burn copies for me because im to lazy to buy my own, and whos gonna help me with my homework when i dont understand it. Even though my sisters are hardly ever home and there always working it's just nice to know that theres someone there to talk to or help me if i need. Is it wierd to miss something before it's gone

current mood: mellow
current music: All American Rejects
- 2 - Charlie Confused?
Monday, July 18th, 2005
11:48 am
So today kinda sucks because all of the kids on CC that went to NC are back, and that means that practice at 7 to 9am starts agian. And since i havent run in three weeks today sucked alot. Plus who wakes up at 6am during the summer. But luckliy im not in as bad of shape as i thought i was, coach went really easy on me and i only had to run like 4 miles, then i walked with this girl on the team who felt sick to her house somewhere in edgewater, then i ran back to the shool to find that i was really late it was like 9:30 when i got to the school and my mom was not to happy because she had to sit there and wait for me. So now to get back in shape the coach says i need to be running 5-6 days a week for 45-60 min runs and one 60-75 min run a week, and no soda, but no one ever does exactly what the coach says, like sometimes if were tired we jump the fence to the edgewater pool and go swimming for the entire practice. Anyway im gonna try to finish up Harry Potter soon, and KC you better find your phone, or at least call me from your house.

current mood: bitchy
current music: Brand New
- 1 - Charlie Confused?
Thursday, July 14th, 2005
5:46 pm
Today was a pretty good day. I woke up and decided that i wanted to go to the driving range, so me and my friend TJ went, some guy at the golf course got his arm like ripped off somehow and had to be taken away in an ambulence. Then it got really hot so he asked me if I wanted to go to SPACEZONE. It's this internet cafe that His parents own it's really cool. Its over in Duluth. Anyway i can play for free for as long as i want so its really awsome, and they have alot of good Korean food. Sorry i havent called you Kace, im waiting till after 9.
- 1 - Charlie Confused?
Monday, July 11th, 2005
2:19 pm - Home sweet home
Im finally back from vacation. Im never going to ride in a car up to Cape Cod agian, 24 hour car rides are so boring. Vacation was fun though i got to see alot of people that i had never seen before, but im glad i dont live there any more. Theres nothing to do up there. I dont feel good either because when i was up ther i didnt get to go for a run ( and going on a run was the one thing that i really wanted to do when i was up thewe, because there are so many cool places to run) or do anything physical, so i feel really out of shape. Up in Mass. i swear that there is a Dunkin Donuts on every corner, and the morning everyone of them has a line going out the door, everyone is obsessed with DD. The seafood up there is so good, even the most expensive seafood in Georgia tastes like crap compared to seafood up north. Anyway im glad to be back home.Plus i really wanted to get home to see my dog because my sisters who took a plain 3 days after we left said that the dog was deppressed and wouldnt eat his food or do anything, he was so excited when we got home.Im gonna go take a shower bacause after that long car ride i feel really gross

current mood: drained
- 3 - Charlie Confused?
Saturday, July 2nd, 2005
10:34 pm
So i just got to my Grandparents cottage in Cape Cod, and suprise, suprise they have a really nice computer. The car ride up here only took about 21 hrs, thats shorter then usual, because there wasn't alot of traffic, but it was still terrible. The whole plan of trying to get really tired for the car ride backfired completely. We left last night at 10:15 and i fell asleep at like 11:00, so it was looking pretty good until i woke up. I woke up thinking it was early the next morning, so I look at the clock and it is only 12:30, after getting practically no sleep the night before I could only manage to get 1.5 hours of freakin sleep, i was pissed, and i never fell asleep agian, so im pretty much falling asleep as i write this, and i have to wake up really early to go golfing with my dad and Grandpa. The weather up here is so nice though it's like 70 degrees out so it's pretty perfect. My grandpa is so awsome he just gave me a whole new set of golf clubs worth about 2500$ total. His basement is like a golf store, He seriosly has hundreds of clubs, he just took me down there and was like see what you like, so i have all new clubs and im pretty excited. I called KC when I got here but she wouldn't pick up, then she called me back when I was eating the best steak that i've ever eaten in my life, but i didn't mind. So the cottage is pretty small and there are only three bedrooms, one for my grandparents, one for my parents, and one for me. At least only for tonight, tommorow my Aunt(who live like an hour away) is gonna come and seal this bedroom from me, and i get to sleep on an air mattress, i HATE air matresses. So if anyone else is having an awsome summer tell me i'd love to here about it.
Goodnight:)

current mood: sleepy
current music: Ben Fold
- 6 - Charlie Confused?
Friday, July 1st, 2005
11:40 am
So today is my last day in town, im leaving tonight at 6pm. So today i woke up early so i could go hang out with KC at swim practice were i found out some interesting news. Apparently KC likes to open brand new packages of cold hotdogs, take a bite out of one and put it back, kinda like a dog claiming it's teritory, at least thats what Nat said. I dont believe him though. I saw Lauren at panera yesterday where i cleaned the roof of her car off with a plastic fork. I think i freaked out some of the people that worked there because while i was cleaning the roof some of the workers came out to get stuff from there cars, and i was seriosly sitting on the roof of Laurens car kinda starring at them, any way it was the highlight of my day.
Me and KC were supposed to hang out today seeing as it's my last day before vacation, but she ditched me to go eat with her dad. I see whos more important. !!Just kidding!! I was pretty upset because i was really excited about going out and i had already gotten ready for her to pick me up when she calls me and says we cant go, and now im sitting here writing my live journal. 24 hours of sitting in a car with my mom and dad is gonna suck. I tried to get no sleep last night and wake up early this morning hoping that it will make me really tired for the car ride. Kirstie called me yesterday, i missed the call but still i was pretty excited, because apperently she doesnt really use her phone. If your reading this I would call you but i dont want to interupt your vacation with amanda.

current mood: whatever it means
current music: Motion City Soundtrack
- 1 - Charlie Confused?
Monday, June 27th, 2005
10:23 pm
Hey what goin on it me Robert the Billy Goat( dont try to understand)
Just had an awsome day. Started off pretty sweet with a golf tournament
which my team got 9th in out of 20 teams, yeah we kinda sucked, but it was
still really cool........ then i was sitting at home stuffing my face with
asian noodles when lauren picked me up. We went to LaCashweula with kase
I'm seriosly pondering about feeding Lauren to the WOLVERINES. She ate
a lot of food and som jalepenos to clear up her sinuses. She was really
sick so I felt bad that me and Kase made her come. Anyway KC wont let
me pay for anything like food or movie tickets or anything, so im gonna build
her a racecar out of wood so we can drive to Madagascar, Which by the way
was the movie that we saw. I dont really know what happened because
I was buissy sucking KC's face. !!Just Kidding!!, the movie was pretty good
but if anyone knows what a puma is please tell me. So big news i grew another
testicle after lauren broke mine, i didn't know i could do that, sometimes i
amaze myself. Anyway thanx Lauren for driving us around, i hope you feel better
maybe KC will go buy you some soup. I had a great time Kace. O yeah and im not
listening to any music curently because lauren says its the rule. Lauren clean
the frickin roof of your car please

current mood: tired
- 11 - Charlie Confused?
Sunday, June 26th, 2005
10:59 pm
So today was pretty sweet. Instead of doing nothing like I do everyday
I did something. I was talking to Kace on the phone and lauren stole
it and said she was coming to pick me up, but i was kinda buissy eating these
new asian noodles my mom baught me, so i ran to my room threw on some
wrinkled clothes and they picked me up. I got in the car and everybody
was dressed for an adventure except, i felt like an outkast. Anyway we
got to KC's house and talked for a while, and we found out that Professor Snape
from Harry Potter is going to bring me a cake for my birthday in the nude
and ask me to marry him some time in 2030, not looking forward to that, Then Lauren
nailed my left testicle with my cell phone, I think she broke it. So
i have to by a testicle on EBAY, i hope there cheap. Then we went on an adventure
in her neighbors backyard where there was this awsome swing that we swang on,
then Lauren stole my sandals and threw them in the creek, which was freezing
,she made me go get them even though she waS wearing water shoes. then we
went to pick up Ryan at Crossroads and went to Brickhouse Pizza where KC
graciosly forked over 20$ so we could eat. Thanx. Then we had a blast in
Kroger where i tried to make KC's face look really good by using
some sample make-up, but I missed her face and got it all in here hair,
so she threw this stuff on my face, that is still burning like crap
Then lauren took us all home, sorry lauren but i put a wad of gum
about the size of a baseball on the top of your car. Alright i need to get some sleep, i have a golf tournament tommorow morning at like 7am, Thanks guys for making my normally boring
day really awsome

current mood: happy
current music: Hanson & French music
- 2 - Charlie Confused?
Saturday, June 25th, 2005
4:36 pm - Don't fight it if it feels good
My summer is so boring, maybe im just a boring person?
....No that's definitely not it, Maybe I have no friends to hang out with?
( or for that matter that want to hang out with me)
.... Yeah that's probobly it
If anyone who reads this is bored and wants to do something
Im almost always not doing anything
call me at 678-557-1319
Please some one call me im sobored

current mood: sad
current music: Better than Ezra - Before the robots
- 2 - Charlie Confused?
Friday, June 24th, 2005
12:14 am - You don't know me... you don't know my family... you don't know my situation

So I'm basically cool as shit.

You wish you could touch this... but you can't.

And I'm basically in love with Kasey... my sister Heather's BFFL!

The end!



current mood: ecstatic
current music: Alanis Morissette... you oughta know
- 22 - Charlie Confused?


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